Last Day of June :): 30 Jun 2011








I don't have time hating those who hate me, cause I am just too busy to love those who love me ت








Posted this as my FB status and 30 persons liked it within 24 hours.
Including my Bio teacher, Pn Jacqueline!!!!
Haha :D

Schooling days are just too plentiful.
I love watching Hong Kong because each time I watch it, I learned something about life.
Thanks to 郭晋安 in the drama 团圆 :)

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Daddie ♥: 29 Jun 2011

Daddy is on the way going to KL.
He'll be going for a Paris trip and will be back on next Wednesday.
I wanna confess something here.

Dad,
I LOVE YOU :)
I may look cool but I just dunno how to show you my appreciation.
I don't feel comfortable to show it 'cos it will be geli for me :P
I knew you're the only man who will be pampering me forever.

Sometimes, I am just selfish to thank God to be the only daughter of yours.
I mean, the only female child of yours.
Cos there is no any sisters sharing with me your love.

Before dad left home,
I asked him to buy lots and lots of things for me.
He was asking what I wanted and that's my answer.
"I don't know what are things selling there which suit me. But please buy anything for me according to your heart, as if you're buying those to mummy when you were young."
LOL

I am 19 now.
But am still studying and not earning money for the family.
I feel ashamed but it's true that I enjoy schooling life.
I wish I could be a student forever.
But at the same time, I wish there is one day where I have the ability to give my parents a treat to go for a trip.

So what I am going to do is,


To study hard

To practice XXXXXXX which I have interest in

To study very very hard



P/S: I don't have time hating those who hate me, cause I am just too busy to love those who love me ت

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Something shuts off :S:

现在的心情,文字形容不上来...
犹如释下很多东西,应该轻松没压力,却有点不知所措.
沉淀着淡淡的悲伤,未尝不是件好事.
心灵上的寄托没了.
有一点点空洞.
可是,我还要享受一切.

I hate myself being cool :/
But that's what I am doing now zzzzz.
Met with Isaac after school.
Said Hi to each other.
Supposed to be happy and talking to him non stop ( I enjoy talking to him, as if I am talking to Phoebe LOL :D )
But we didn't.
Perhaps, my mind was kinda disturbed by things.

But I love keeping myself busy :P
Watching dramas, doing revision, cleaning up my desk...
If I were too free to think, I will just go and SLEEP :D



要走出这生活的框框,你才真正知道自己可以有一万个可能 ;)



Let's start to discover the possibilities in us, together :)



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^.^: 28 Jun 2011

Finally!
I managed to remove the password of the comp.
Thanks to HONG JAO!!!!

Have been so stressed, tired of everything recently.
Even forgotten the password which I just reset 12 hours ago.
I didn't know what was wrong with me :/

Haha anyway am extremely happy as I managed to follow HJ's instruction and need not to send my comp to the agent \\(^0^)//

Annual dinner has been delayed to 22nd of July.
I can eat chocolates ;D
Dinner for Teachers' Day celebration???
Forget about it.
I don't care if I don't look good in that dress.
I don't want to on diet so fast :P

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Friend.: 24 Jun 2011

Jia Yee and Sup were absent today.
GM of library ended too.
I thought of last year when the HL passed the tie for me.
One year has gone.
And I wasted for a year.
Have been in honeymoon mood for a year.
So, study mood has FINALLY switched on :)

I don't feel well.
Getting sick soon OMG :(

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Received a HI from him on 23rd of June.
The conversation ended within 10 minutes.
Well.
Is that definition of good friends?
Hmm.
I guess I lost someone as a good friend.
And I seriously hate that :/

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心如止水的第一天 ♥: 20 Jun 2011

IPOH INTERNATIONAL RUN.
Girls are not going...
Need to RUN geh worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
Shall I go to accompany my hing dai?
Hmmm well I guess I am going :)
TO WALK :P

Oh ya.
Choong Hong asked me to be the emcee♥ for Hari Anugerah Cemerlang :D
And the emcee for that day dinner at 新利口福.
That's the same place where Librarians Annual Dinner will be held too!
Will be emcee at that place TWICE!
Haha.
Will be wearing the purple♥ dress :D

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO ON DIET :/

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我需要的是心如止水: 19 Jun 2011

Just homed after Starwalk :)
It SHOULD be enjoyable :)
Reached there early in the morning.
Saw many friends there.
Old ones.
Fan Wah.
Choi Keen.
Peak Kee.
Cheryl Sim.
Chee Hoong.
Shi Yuhn.
Yan Lin.
... ...
Many more whom I lazy typing the names :/



Heard from Sup that someone is back in Ipoh.
He is attending Starwalk with his love ones.
Too sad we didn't coincide into them LOL :P





I love snapping photos actually :D
With Ying in the toilet :P

And yea.
TODAY SHOULD BE REALLY ENJOYABLE :)
Before I saw something.
MOODLESS after that.
Was feeling like GOD, PLEASE JUST KILL ME Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Quickly turned my head from that sad scene.

Perhaps, should not have told 师兄 that I am single but the heart is taken.

THANK GOD.

For the slap which is really hurtful enough to wake me up :)

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Wish You Were Here: 18 Jun 2011

我有好多好多话想告诉你!

真的忍不住想你了

Everything's so mess up.
I don't wanna get involved in it but I've passion to make it a better one.
Since Symphony Orchestra concert? **Perhaps.

公认的不想当主席.
能力没那么强的想当.
让他们升任,其他人会不服...

明明退休了.
不用烦了...
但我不想这种情况继续下去.

毕竟一年啦.
有感情了...
要加油哦

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我还处理不来:

TIRED TIRED TIRED. Backed from Ipoh Parade.
Can't believe I actually get bored till I window shopped around ALONE.

And I hate Dorayaki cause the chocolate dirty-ed my Sixth Form Tee.
LOL


D
on't feel like doing anything.

Today is interesting.

Everything is so so nice but I don't have the spirit to be happy.
LOL.

Early in the morning.

Attended Harmonica Band meeting.
Interviewed the Lower Six members and Form 4 members.

First day of me being the interviewer.

WOW.

It was cute.

I didn't want to make it so formal so we actually chatted with each other.

I remember how nervous was I when I being interview LOL

I AM ACTUALLY A NICE , KIND AND GOOD INTERVIEWER :D

Attended Annual Dinner meeting in the library.
Foo Yi Sheng brought us the chocolates he bought overseas (Tak tau mana) and it was so so NICE!

Even the KISSES choco is different from those in our country LOL

There is still lacking of another pair of emcees on that day.

Hmm...

Wu Zhen Phang and Lee Kee Hon were funny enough to make us laugh.

Somehow, I don't feel like in the spirit :/
I just looked cool today :(

I am sorry but things could just disturb the peace of my mind for so long :/




It has been three weeks since I see him

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Somehow, it sucks: 16 Jun 2011

Wan Wei asked me to be the emcee for librarian annual dinner, again.
I rejected her twice but finally I promised to her that I will.
I actually dislike the feeling on stage, where everyone is looking at you.
You need to make sure that you won’t freak out :/
Its stressful for me. Cause annual dinner should be something relaxing and I am supposed to be humorous.
I’m sorry as I wasn’t born to have a sense of humor.
I told Wan Wei honestly.
She insists wanted me, she just needs librarians who are brave enough to be on the stage LOL
Well. I’ll leave everything to the other three emcees.
The most important thing is to ensure I look good in my dress.
Bought a purple dress.
It’s a prom dress.
Thought will be saving it for my Sixth Form night.
Guess not. As I will be the emcee for annual dinner.
Need to be prettier.
So I am going to wear it :)
It’s a prom dress :D
Love it to the max ♥

Everything is nice yet I don’t feel good at all :/
I just need a brand new life with a new environment and a new routine.
The current situation made me think of someone I shouldn't be thinking of Zzzzzzzzz.



GONNA STUDY NOW! :)

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: 15 Jun 2011

Got my Starwalk stuffs!
Though its quite embarrassing to say that this is my first participation year LOL
Drove there by myself :D
Got my way lost for about 10 minutes?
Well.
Get lost in Ipoh isn't that bad :D

If I could turn back the time, I won't let myself being so ignorant.
Should found it out earlier.
Only if I could turn it back.
I won't be honest to him.
Will keep everything by my own.
Learned something new, in life :)
Shouldn't have dislike myself LOL :/

I used to try as much as I can to keep the tears but I just failed to do that.
But now, even if I wanted to cry so much. I just couldn't do that.
I guess I am totally got over him :)
I can really treat him as NORMAL friend now.
Without heart beating fast.
Won't be over-read nor over-think things related to him :D

Who says love/like is an addiction?
LOL
I need not to fall for another one in order to get over him.
Am happy with myself :D

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: 14 Jun 2011

I need a Band 5 in MUET if I wanna study Law :(
Law was one of my choices in fact.
Well.
Have to give up on it.
Either Finance/Economics or Mass Comm will be.
My choices have nothing to do with Science at all.
Whatever.
6 more months to leave those Science subjects and this kind of 行尸走肉 life :D

Time flies.
I used to dream to be an adult when I was a kid.
However, growing up ain’t a good thing ://///

I wanna be a billionaire, so freaking bad :(
MUET errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr: 13 Jun 2011

Got my MUET results today T.T
BAND 4 T.T
The total not even exceed 200 marks :((
Hmmm...
But its already in my expectation.
As I didn't answer the essay accurately.
Candidates are required to LINK the two tables provided.
But brilliant me.
I transferred the data in my essay WITHOUT linking it.
Wrote it in separated paragraphs :(
But I am satisfied with the speaking part :D
Got 30 for that :D
As most of my friends (Total marks higher than mine), got 20+ for this section.
See.
My skill of "blowing water" isn't that bad LOL :PP

Decided not to retake.
STPM is more important seriously :)


8 po zai said I emo too much.
Well.
I MUST GET HAPPY SOON.
I guess the medicine is with me :)

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Chem Sir on FB!!!!: 12 Jun 2011

My ex-Chemistry teacher added me on FB.
Shall I approve??
Well.
I clicked on CONFIRM.

Hmmm...
Can't be posting all those not-so-mature statuses and comments anymore :(
I seriously need to act as an adult :/

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: 11 Jun 2011

BACK TO SCHOOL SOON!!!!!



I wanted to study so much but I feel lazy after opening textbooks :((
: 10 Jun 2011






When you think he’s your prince charming, but you’re not his cinderella, move on.






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Rewind:

Back to school soon :( :)
I am seriously going to miss schooling life after STPM :)
Well.
Studying Form 6 in Sam Tet brought changes in me.
Especially things happened in Lower Six.
It made me more mature.
Not to expose myself too much to those I am not close to.
Rumours.
Hate it.







It has been a year and almost a month in Sam Tet.
Get closed with Li Ying, Sup and Jia Yee.
Knew them when I was in AMC but we weren't that close :)

Pre-U life in Sam Tet is really different.
Teachers no longer treat us as students or "kids", in fact, they treat us as friends and adults :)
And Sam Tet is really different from my previous secondary school, AMC.
'Cause there are activities like annual dinner.
Not only for form 6, but for every members of the service body :)



Attended the first dinner in my life (Wedding dinners are excluded :/)
As our form 5 dinner night in AMC was canceled :(
And what surprised me was, got the Best Dress Award in the librarian annual dinner.
LOL :P

Went Malacca for the librarian trip too :)
I was forced to attend it as I was the treasurer for the trip :(
It wasn't that fun but it still contributes some to my memory in Sam Tet LOL :D
Well, didn't regret going it :D
Remember we used to be 赌王赌后 no matter in the bus or in the hotel?
And it did brush up my chor di skills LOL



Like the background :D
It shall be nicer if I wasn't standing there :/



Went Casuarina Hotel for a librarian dinner.
Miss Chee's treat :)



2010 last librarian normal duty with the duty committees:
Tan Jor Yi and Tan Zheng Heng :)



Had a Cameron trip for the purpose of the Bio experiment with my classmates :)
Enjoyed our time there lots :D
30多人挤在同一间小屋.
We slept in the living room LOL
The boys didn't sleep.
They had their late night activities (Catching bugs) outdoor. LOL



Managed to catch some little insects in Cameron.
But still, we need BIG GIGANTIC insects from our seniors.
That's what we got from the last batch:)




Upper Six Bio experiment:
Dissecting mice!
It wasn't that scary as we thought :)
Well, we conquered the white mice :D
And I realized why we used to say 白老鼠 LOL



Like this random photo taken by Weng Yew.
He actually collected the badges from our classmates :D
No prefects?
That's good! :PP



Once in a lifetime.
Wearing ST prefect coat, standing at the dance room LOL :P

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09.06.2011: 9 Jun 2011

It’s my brother’s birthday!
Happy Birthday Frederick LOL
He's a Gemini :/
Went Jusco with him.
Bought Dylan Dog's ticket but I realized it was X Men: First Class after the show ==
We didn't go into the wrong theater and I guess the staffs aired the wrong movie??
But its nice! :D

Poh Yee didn’t call me today.
If there’s no any call from her tomorrow, perhaps we could only go KBox only after STPM? :(
RPS has got so many exams. Sure she won’t be free hanging out with me…
Apa pre March test, March test, pre mid exam, mid exam, pre trial, trial Zzzzz
I wonder if there’s PRE STPM for the school?
LOL

Currently watching 翻云覆雨.
It's an old drama but its worth watching it again.
Wish to have a friend like 范良极 :D
Somehow, I don't believe in destiny 'cause I am gonna be happy with everything I have :)

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Holidays: 8 Jun 2011

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
你令我对你又爱又恨.
不是看戏,吃,就是睡觉 :/

Received a text from my friend yesterday.
He gave me some advice.
I am going to remember it :)
But still, I will judge everything by my own.
If the thing ain't too serious, I will just believe it.
Thinking too much kills.
The capacity of my brain can't overcome too much things.

Called Shir yesterday.
She won't be going Starwalk :(
So sad.
Thought we are going to finish the journey together and have a nice talk there.
I miss you lots! :(

Brother and daddy are going Starwalk this year too.
LOL

Am waiting Poh Yee to call me ♥
We're going to KBox within this week.

Suddenly emo tim.
I miss everything about us.



Miss the schooling time together.
Where we used to bring phones and earphones, listening to songs when there's no teachers around.



Miss the lab lessons.
Where we had our discussion the most as we're sitting together at the same row :D



Miss the time we go state library.
Ended up bluetooth-ing songs, snapping photos, watching others LOL
By the way, I didn't go there anymore since I entered form 6 LOL :(



Miss the time we go studio pratising for our Dinner Night.



Miss the time we spent together in Shir's grandma's house.
Pretended to study by opening textbooks but ended up watching Japanese drama and get excited over Hiro Mizushima :D

Miss the time we shop, shop and shoppppppppp.
The Miss Shopaholic: Shirley!! :D
IMY lots :(

Conclusion:
I miss every single second I spend with you all ♥

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KBox ツ: 7 Jun 2011

Went KBox with Goh Rui Wen, Sup, Jia Yee, Li Ying, Wan Wei and Au Yong :)
After my library duty :D
RM9.00 for 4 hours.
Worth lots :)

Sang lots of songs.
Including those emo songs.
Well, I don't emo as I used to :D
I used to feel sad when singing those lyrics with negative feelings.
LOL.

But still can't control myself well from thinking about him.
He still cross through my mind, even though its for just a while.
Hate myself being FJ, thinking of something I shouldn't. Zzzzz.


I feel like snapping photos!
Used to snap lots of photos but it stops for quite a long time.
Well, I should make use of the camera of my phone ;)



Photos taken in the library :D
I prefer smiling with teeth seen :P



Bao bei Wan Wei and I in the toilet of KBox :D



Jia Yee and I when we were having our lunch in Why Why Cafe :)

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Happy Dragon Boat Festival?: 6 Jun 2011

Am in Ipoh now :)
Stayed in Johore for three days.
It's kinda boring except we went to play snooker and dined at a restaurant :)

The kakak of my uncle likes my phone so much.
**I am saving money for an iPhone now LOL
She was playing with it and later I found out this photo in my phone.
I actually like it :P



Was preparing for the dinner as an advanced celebration of Father's Day with my grandpa in advanced :)
Thanks again, kakak :)



Cousin's son --- Yang Yang and I!
Can't believe he could actually remembers my name and still likes me so much.
He requested to sit beside me during the dinner ;D

突然很想听 SHE 的"不想长大"
很多时候我们会忘记小时候的事,因为我们没有心机去记得。
很想回到当初,
即使流泪,是因为饿了或不舒服,
并不是因为尝过伤心难过的滋味而落泪 :)

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