I fall for Sebastian T.T: 31 Jul 2011



Instead of watching I Love Wing Chun, watched CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE FIRST AVENGER at JJ today.
We were late for the 11.30am movie show :(
Reached JJ at 11.02am but wasted lots of time searching for available parking lots there.
I just feel like going home.
Good mood has totally spoilt Zzzzzzzzzzz.

Finally.
Got a parking space at 12pm.
What more embarrassing is that, that parking space was first Joon Hoe’s.
He gave me call and offered me that place.
Thanks lots :)

The movie was pretty awesome :)
Just that I didn’t go toilet before the show and zzzzzzz. LOL
I like Captain America Steve Rogers (Chris Evans), James ‘Bucky’ Barnes (Sebastian Stan ♥) and Peggy Carter (Hayley Atwell).



Before and after the serum injection. Such a big contrast LOL
Well. The skinny version is actually edited.
The truth is, Chris Evans really has got six packs :DD

But I dislike the ending where they didn't go for the date they promised to each other.
And the ending just hang there without the appearance of Peggy :(



One more thing I dislike.



The handsome Bucky ♥ died in the movie :(

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I really need to prepare myself to get into study mood now.
The first thing am going to do is staying back in school library every Monday and Friday.
Starting from tomorrow :)
Studying alone in the room was my style to study efficiently.
Guess not nowadays.
I hope I could isolate myself in the reference room of the library tomorrow :O

Whenever I feel dehydrated, I will make myself look at someone's photo.
It motivates and makes me stay cheerful throughout the day.
I love guitar instead of piano nowadays LOL


P/S Though I don't really have someone to fall for now, I won't force myself in love, but fall in love.
AND AND FRIENDSHIP IS AT THE FIRST PRIORITY IN MY LIFE.
FOREVER AND ALWAYS, I PROMISED :)

She Loves To Sing!: 30 Jul 2011

Woke up early in the morning, just to online. LOL
Yesterday Karaoke session, WAS SO SO AWESOME!
Though I feel so small there as I can't sing really well :(
Brian, Woo Sooi Yung, Keng Leong and Yee Chee were so so pro in singing!
No wonder Keng Leong said,
"If your friends ain't going, 咱们以歌会友."
Haha!
They weren't attending school also. LOL

Seriously it was so fun and I hope we could go karaoke together again :)
Don't feel comfortable at the beginning **As we didn't talk to each other before.
But their friendliness melt my heart LOL

For girls, Yee Chee and I sang 我爱他，傻瓜，假装，妥协... ...
For boys, mostly they sang Eason's and Jacky Cheung's songs.
浮夸，淘汰 and many more which I don't know the names of the songs :/
Practised 你最珍贵 thrice. But its not enough for me.
I may freak out :/
红日，劲歌金曲 and 劲歌金曲2 were the last songs for the day :)



♫ SINGING IS SOMETHING INSEPARABLE WITH MY LIFE



I can only feel myself is living with full passion through this :)
I swear I will make this my hobby though I may get busy in my life later.

Has been so dependent upon friends recently.
Used to text this and that friend always :(
I don't want this to continue but I just hate staying in the room and studying alone :(

身边很多朋友都坠入爱河.
而我，并没有喜欢的对象...
他们让我觉得我活在这爱情弥漫中的空气里 ت


单身就单身，没什么大不了 :D

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Teacher in the class. So what? Haha :):



Had a crazy moment in school last Thurs.
During MUET periods.
Haha I love MUET so much now ♥

Snapped some photos in class with weird posings LOL



Played with mirror bought by daddie haa!
Pn Aruno saw me posing this OMG :((




I don't know who took this.
But its cute! Haha we were looking at the iPod :P



Nic and her deskmate --- Sup!
3 more months before we leave the desks ♥



Nic and her engaged fiance on FB.
The Virgo girl Ying! :)
** I am more towards to Panda nowadays :(

8 po zai commented this on FB,
【nicole next time dun wear specs aaaaaaaa】 :(((
So sad to read that.
But its true I dislike my spec so much :(



Kelas Terbersih for the week among Form Six classes --- U6B2!
Haha miracle LOL :P



我的背影! Haha good snap for memories ツ

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Venus VS Mars:

LIKE THIS TO INFINITY!
A FB friend's status :)




很多时候 , 男人会让你觉得他爱上了你 .
其实他没有 .

而女人会让你觉得她不可能会爱上你 .
结果她却动了心 ...





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When the person can't meant anything to you ت: 28 Jul 2011

Guess what I am doing now.
Instant noodle-ing LOL
Back from Kopitiam with my friend.
I feel weird and guilty :(

Ordered a dessert yet unable to finish it :/
It's just toooo sweeeeeeeeeettttt LOL
Haha luckily I took Jia Yee’s advice into consideration.
I was thinking of ordering my favourite fish and chip there but she said,
“Later you don’t able to finish it mai very yu?” LOL
She's right. LOL

They were sitting in Kopitiam too.
Seeing her just made me think of myself.
I was so lucky compared to her.
At least he doesn't hate me and we are still friends now.

By the way, its not girls' fault when they fall for a person who doesn't like them OKAY.
I don't wish to see her getting hurt anymore.
Someone, please wash his brain.
His was contaminated :/

Zi muis aren’t going to school tomorrow :(
Will be sitting alone duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Fed up with this kind of life :/
Since everyone is studying so hard, I mustn’t hang out with friends too often :(
Watch me.
Am going to transform my life to a more enjoyable one after these five months :)

Five months later, I am going to:-

✪ Dye my hair
✪ Church on Sundays
✪ Read books AS LONG AS I LIKE. Otherwise, no books in my hand! :P
✪ Work and earn $$$$



I AM GOING TO STUDY HARD COS I KNEW THOSE WHO LOVE ME WANT TO SEE ME WITH GOOD RESULTS ❤



Oh yea. No matter what their bf(s) buy for them, girls normally will like it. Wishes ;)

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Are you kidding me?! :/: 25 Jul 2011

其实，被放放飞机，没什么大不了的...
反而，有点庆幸，
毕竟，省了一笔钱...
哈哈.

只是... ...
天啊，
别整我了好吗.
我真的真的忘记了...
可能还有10%未放下吧...
所以，即使只有10%，也会感到难过.

2011 Sports Day: 23 Jul 2011

The first and last Sports Day throughout my Form 6 life :D






Well, duty at Radio Club stall was damn boring though LOL
UNTIL I met him :D




The primary student who sang the song 我的未来不是梦!
I wanted to take photo with him during the Teachers Day night dinner but he went off since I was busy :(
We were destined to take photos together haha! :D

I was sitting boringly at the stall and he just appeared in my sight suddenly :D

Photo of the day:



23rd of July.
The fated date where He wants me to see things with my eyes.
Conclusion is:


I AM GOING TO DIE IF I CAN'T GET OVER HIM :/


House ranking for the day:
First Place goes to Red house.
Second Place goes to Yellow house. Proud to be one of the member LOL
Third Place was Purple house :)

Was Blue house the last? Yea if I wasn't mistaken :/

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2011 Librarians Annual Dinner ツ:



Annual dinner for the librarians ended :)
It was such a great night but tiring as well :/
Though I didn't take much photos with friends, its still enjoyable though.

A misund a year ago has finally gone.
I took the initiative to ask what had really happened that could made us didn't talk to each other for a year LOL
Jia Yee said I was drunk, dare to ask face to face LOL
Hmm I just want to make things clear.
And since that was the last time we see each other, who cares if I get embarrassed for the last time?
I care for each and everyone of my friend.
I care how the way they look at me.
I care for others opinion about me.

Guess what.
It wasn't a big deal actually.
I didn't own an enemy but a friend in fact :)

I am sorry but that's me of being frank.
I just don't like to keep everything inside :/




My ex-duty committee Tan Zheng Heng and I :)




Nicole and the both Kei!
The one who recognized me as the wrong person thrice!
Though I wore contacts and glasses, they still come to me and asked if I were the comm for magazine editorial board LOL :/



The 41st HL Jing Heng and Jia Yee with me :)







Feeling pride! Haha.
One out of twelve of the outstanding librarians, NICOLE AU! Haha.
And grats to Jia Yee too! ^^






Emcee crew for the night :D





OCs for the night :)


Went for the second round of the night.
Our destination was MacD in Gunung Rapat but Weng Herng wanna change the place since it was too crowded.
Headed off to Station 18 then.
And I reached home at 2am LOL
Nicole has grew up LOL Can't believe I can stay up for so long since I got to go to school the next morning LOL

What I wanna say is,
Pre-U life is really fun and packed.
So, just appreciate everything! :)







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Friday Oh Friday: 21 Jul 2011


Went SLHF for the rehearsal for annual dinner :D
Thanks Zhen Phang for sending me there and Yi Sheng for sending us back to school.
I just forgot the refill the petrol of my car so I need to save petrol for that :/

And I miss that Teachers Day dinner night :(
Miss the performances by the primary and secondary students.
And the PA crew.
They were cheering with us when the primary students were performing solo LOL
Haha :D


Chairs used by Symphony and Chinese Orchestra haha.
I love snapping photos :P


Place where the PA crew set up their things :D


Let's look forward to the annual dinner!
Especially the Latin and Popping performance! ;)

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Why Can't I Move On. SUCKS ONES.:

Each and everyone in our class knew I am going to perform a duet on Sixth Form Dinner Night.
I had no idea why they knew though.
I have not make promises yet T.T
To be frank,
I love singing and I am really glad to enjoy the stage.
The only thing is,
I haven't ask if his girl friend minds.
But well, if she minds, he wouldn't have find me as a partner for the song.
I care about others' opinion hmm.

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Somebody please tell me what to do.
>I don't want to be FJ :(
HJ was right.
If he was him, he wouldn't care.
I have really no idea why I care so much.

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A note which made my day:

Hai hai nicole!1st look,thought u are a cool person but in fact u are a friendly gal who always shows cheerful smile.hehe,n i guess ur ambition gt somethg related to mass comm?lol ur chinese is gud.hee,ntg much to say.juz hope tat we can still stay in touch dlm masa akan datang♥

Haha yea yea I am going to study Mass Comm ;) I love to act cool, I always do :P
But please don't judge me, I love my friends :)
No One Will Care :): 19 Jul 2011






IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER :)




Who cares? Hoho!!
She's going to be happy forever ｡◕‿◕｡






P/S One of my friends made my day by asking me to perform a singing with him. I wasn't have any confident with myself until I realized there are still some of them supporting me.
It's so touching ❤
For You, I Meant It ♥: 16 Jul 2011

I fall in love.
With the song called Cry On My Shoulder ♥
Heard that song long long time before but by chance, I fall for it again :)

It's not only the rhythm that touches, but the lyrics that could strum our heartstrings.
It's warmth to have someone to sing the song for you when you ain't in good mood,
when you need someone by your side.
Of course, he/she should have meant it when he/she sings it LOL

To the someone in my future **only if he exists in my life,
please sing this song for me and mean it.
Cause I will be there for you too haha :D

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and I'll make your day

When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

To my friends and family,
family especially,
thanks for accompanying me all the way in my life.
I will love you always and forever too :)

To those whom we knew each other,
I am sorry but its true that I am getting selfish now.
Love me and you'll be loved.
But if you don't, I won't be caring for you anymore.
Cos it's really suffering to care for someone who doesn't care for you.
I'm sorry.
15.07.2011:

Yesterday.
Watched Harry Potter :)
But duhhhhhh.
Supposed to be a nice girls outing but things happened that could ruin my mood :(

First of all was the heavy rain after school.
I was forced to changing clothes and wearing high heels since everything I was wearing has wet :(
I can't conquer over the high heels.
I can still feel the ouch in my toes LOL

Next,
the brilliant me lost the key of my car.
Searched for it here and there and I have to bear with the pain to walk here and there :(
Called my dad and told him about that.
Get scolded by mum :/ But it's alright.
I knew I deserve it :(

Things changed when I walk to the receptionist center to see if there's any lost and found.
A Malay staff from BATA found my keys!
She was my angel LOL

Called dad and asked him not to come over.

Yesterday was awful.
I promised not to let that happened on me again.

Realized I just got over him.

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Here Comes the 2011 AGM ت: 13 Jul 2011

Librarian AGM ends today :)
Congrats to our new HL, Vincent Lim Yi Feng :)
One thing special is that there are two DHL this year.
Hmm.

Can officially untie the tie now LOL
Have been a librarian for a year yet I still don't know how to tie a tie LOL :P
But that's not a big deal right :D

Photos of the library.
Taken in last year LOL



Stock checking time? LOL



I like the word 禁区 LOL



Captured a scene in the library :)
It's cute to see the comms sitting together discussing things, studying together.
I wish I were one of them LOL

Life as a librarian will end perfectly on 22nd of July.
My last hosting experience in Form 6.
Gah yau! :)

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A Post which Made My Day =): 12 Jul 2011

That's what Chee Haung posted on my FB wall :)

● Cute, hot, ugly or decent :Sup Kuan don't wanna say you leng,I jau say u Leng!!! You're beautiful,just need to be confident! (Love this to the max muahahaha :P)

● Love, like or hate :More than like(u've a good voice no matter in giving speech or sing K),-infinity of hate

● Friend, best friend or stranger :Sister....haha.Good friend lo although we just know each other fo...r 1 year ++~ We first chat when we talk bad about someone~still remember?

● Profile picture rating :8/10(Smile, Smile the mouth open bigger~~~)

● Would i care if i lost you:Yes,also same thing,who will accompany me in Library wo and chat Oooo....u also lost a good listener jor tim~

● Would i date you :ahahaha,no la...date u for cheong KKKKKKK~~~

● Do i hate you :Nope nope nope,you're my sister la,find me anytime,my shoulders for you gah~ (Thanks lots bro. You got my support too! For everything :) )

● Do i want you to make this your status :NO!!! waste time oso,although quite fun geh.Get 4 flat more fun



Well.
Thank you sis/bro.
You won't know it actually boost some confidence of mine :)

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Confession ت:

Feel warmth, from the bottom of my heart :)
Forgot to bring IC and driving license to school today.
Guess what.
Mum who was supposed to be working purposely went to school to take it for me.
I wasn't in class that time.
When I was back, kena mocked by friends and that wasted my time to chase after my mum :(

Seriously,
family was the only one who makes me feel that I am special.
I was loved.
I wasn't outcast-ed :)

I just don't know what for I used to care for something who won't be care for me.

Dad, mum, bros, I love you, forever ♥

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Hurting Truth.:




I was trying so hard not to approach to the truth.
I guess I got nearer to it now.
Well.
The truth always hurts.



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Cute One ♥: 11 Jul 2011




满贯： “我知道Melody的意思，她就是要你再找另一个.”
大律师：“我知道啊，但我不知道去哪里找啊...”
满贯： “要不然我换名，我叫Melody好了...”




其实，觉得她怪可怜的...
所以，我不能步她后尘 =D
Brotherhood. LOL:

It's cute when a friend whose age same as my bro texted me and we chatted for the whole day.
He fall in love, with his senior.
Haha!
That's cute.
Especially when he thinks lots and lots and jump into a conclusion all by his own.
LOL
And I was like looking at myself in the mirror, looking at the previous me LOL
The only different is that hmmm...
Fine.
I don't want to korek the scar, though I can still feel the ouch hmm.

Wishes to you, bro :)

I feel that I am the luckiest person in the world.
I am a good adviser and listener to some of my friends.
I have a good and lovely family :)
I am already contented ت

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When sillyness no more (::




OFFICIALLY FOLDING UP ツ





I learned something, about life (:
Credit to the drama 团圆.
Should learn from the mistakes others make, I just don't want to make them all by myself :)
It's high time to stop (:

不必努力地忘记.
因为真正的忘记，
是不需要努力的...

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Wishes.: 10 Jul 2011

Well.
Today is the third week.
Hmmm.
I hate myself.
Why why why...
Why I can't totally get over someone who is already attached for three weeks?
I want it to be TOTALLY.
Means.
>>>> When he talks to me, I won't feel like liking him again.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Hoi sei la Nicole.

Anyway.
Someone got my prayer.
I pray that he'll have a perfect date ♥ tomorrow :)


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Tonight, I just gonna fall in love ♥: 9 Jul 2011



Tonight is WONDERFUL!
Among the hosting I had, I love today the most.
Hari yang mulia begins with the prize giving day.
Mr Pong came and shake hands with me and said I did well today, asking what form I am.
Sadly to say, I am Upper Six :(
But to be frank, I am willing to be the host for all events if I am free.
I did those isn't because of coco marks actually :)

Tonight.
Well.
The PA crew was the same as last time Symphony Orchestra ones.
The world is small.
I love meeting familiar faces which make me feel more comfortable :D
Ate twice during the Teachers' Day Celebration Dinner.
First was eating at students' table.
Then sat with the senior assistants and had our VIP dinner with senior assistants :D




I can't believe myself speaking English WITHOUT FEELING NERVOUS tonight.
I guess Isaac somehow makes me feel that I can really do it :)
Weng Herng, the one who always saying the truth about me that hurts, said MY PERFORMANCE WAS GOODDDD THIS MORNING.
Wow wow wow :D
It's so so so hard to get a GOOD from his mouth.
Thanks to Mr Shamsul.
He didn't give up on me and practised quite a number of times with me.
The nice morning made me feel good for that night too :)





I seriously don't feel nervous AT ALL, throughout the day :D
Love the primary Sam Tet students' solo singing performances during Teachers Day Dinner Night.
The five students are just too adorable!
Too bad I didn't get a chance to take photos with them.
The LEO Club members mocked us by wanting angpaus from us if they take photos of us.
LOL

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